Im just so glad and relieved that dear decided not to break up with me.To tell you the truth, I part of me was preparing for the worst.She was just tired of working things out and was irritated about certain things that i failed to do, for example, not taking the initiative to buy movie tickets, things that i did not consider important.It was so reassuring to know that she still loves me and appreciates that i have been working on these areas all this while and im glad that she is willing to work things out with me.Both of us admitted that we had communication problems and we were both at fault in certain ways for the deterioration of our relationship, me for not being decisive enough and her for doing things that irritate me.I guess such everything adds up.But i am thankful that this storm is over and to the Lord for the realisation that after all this while,we still love each other.Thanks to all who have been praying for us and to our abba father who has been guiding us all this while.Thank you Lord for meeting our needs and answering our prayers and for teaching us what it means to love each other.Indeed, without you Lord, this relationship would not have survived. I need to rest now..see ya!

i have never blogged so much in my entire life.I just dont know what to do, what to say.Its just so hard to accept the fact that whatever compromises i have made does not help me in the long run, being open and vulnerable..maybe i shouldnt trust others so much? but again, i cant isolate myself from others and the Lord taught us to love one another, to confess our sins to one another.Sad to say, even some christians are guilty of not being true to their brothers and sisters in Christ.Some greetings are just said out of obligation and not out of genuine love and concern.Where is the world going Lord? When are you coming back again?I really dont know Lord, but the world is really in a mess.Non-christians behaving better than fellow brothers and sisters in Christ?Unless you come back Lord, we will still be stuck in this mess.Help me to live a life that is worthy of you.

Still dont even know what to think...will it happen? Im preparing myself mentally for the worse case scenario.Anyway, i thank God for the bitter-sweet moments I have with dear and the truth is i will miss her somehow.i just dont know how to get things across to her when we meet again, though i kind of figured out my thoughts but the emotions seem so unbearable.Help me Lord, in this point of need.Give me wisdom to handle this relationship because i cant handle it myself anymore..the burden is just too great to bear..well then, i managed to bid for my modules today(yesterday, technically i mean).Now, i just need to wake up early to acclimatise my body to schooling once again and exercise plus some revision..cant stress myself too much though..God..help me...